Title:I'm Yours
Author:mikeyrhcp
Pairing:Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles
Rating:NC-17
Word count:1929
Warnings: Bottom!Jensen, shmoop.
Disclaimer:The boys are not mine. I only wish they were.
Summary:"It's been two weeks. Two fucking weeks since he last saw Jensen and it feels like every bone in his body is screaming for him."
Beta: The always amazing lycaness. Thank you so much honey! Any other mistakes are mine only.
Note:The inspiration for this fic, as well as the title, is from Jason Mraz's song 'I'm Yours'.


It's been two weeks. Two fucking weeks since he last saw Jensen and it feels like every bone in his body is screaming for him.

It's the first time they’ve spend time separately since this whole thing started and Jared had no idea that he would miss Jensen this way.

He had no idea that he would count every damn second until the moment he will be able to see his boyfriend again.

Jared loves his family, really, he also loves spending time back in his home town but God help him, the only thing he's been thinking about in the last two weeks is Jensen, Jensen and nothing but Jensen.

So, when he spots Jensen leaning on the wall waiting for him in the airport, sunglasses on his eyes, wearing a black T-shirt (not to tight but enough to make Jared's mouth water) and faded blue Jeans, he doesn't even think before he practically runs towards his boyfriend.

When Jensen finally sees him he's smiling. The kind of smiles that are reserved for Jared and Jared only. And Jared can't wait to be close enough so he can wrap him in what looks like a friendly hug but is really a fuck-I've-missed-you hug.

And that's exactly what he's doing once he's standing right in front of Jensen. And God, it feels good. It feels like home, and like love and like everything Jared wants. It feels like Jensen.

"Hey baby," Jensen whispers and Jared shivers. They only call each other 'baby' when they are alone. When no one can hear them. It's a private thing and Jared had missed that so much.

He smiles against Jensen neck and kisses him lightly there.

Jensen pulls away and only then it occurs to Jared that the hug was a lot longer then normal hugs usually are.

The funny thing is, he doesn't really care. The only thing he wants is to pin Jensen against the wall and kiss the living shit out of him. The only thing he wants is to feel Jensen close to him.

"Come on," Jensen says as if he read Jared's mind. He grabs Jared's wrist and tugs him outside to the car.

They don't talk a lot on the drive back to Jared's house. Just the normal stuff. Jensen tells him about how Chris and Steve are back together, about a few scripts he got. Jared tells Jensen about Megan's new boyfriend and about how he and Jeff did the whole big protective brothers thing and kind of freaked out the poor kid.

But it all changes once the door closes behind them.

"I missed you so fucking much," is the first thing he says once he gets Jensen pinned up against the door. And then he kisses him. It's strong and aggressive and it says it all. Jared kisses with every single bone in his body. He licks and bits at Jensen's lips until they both can't breath.

"You too, baby. So much," Jensen says when they pull away. There is so much warmth in Jensen voice it makes Jared whole body shivers.

Jared kisses him again, but this time it's softer. And he slowly kisses his way down to Jensen's neck. He stops there and gives Jensen these little bites, and these little licks that he knows make Jensen moan and drive him crazy.

"God, I need to be inside you right the fuck now or else I'll die," Jared growls when he hears Jensen's moans.

"Oh fuck yeah. Come on. Bed. Now," Jensen agrees and pulls Jared down the hall to the master bedroom.

Jared pushes him on the bed the moment they step in to the room.

"Clothes off. Come on. Missed seeing you naked, all that tanned skin under me. God, I fucking missed feel you like that," he whispers in Jensen's ear and then he bites Jensen ear lobe. Another thing he knows makes Jensen even more turned on.

Jensen pulls him in for another kiss, not letting go. Jared almost pushes away just because he has to just get all those layers of fabric between them away. It only takes a few seconds. Jared undresses himself and then undresses Jensen quickly but lingers on every piece of exposed skin. Licking and biting and marking in every way possible.

"Nghhh, Jared, come on," Jensen moans when Jared licks one nipple and kisses it then licks his way down to Jensen's cock. Another needy moan comes out of Jensen's mouth.

Jensen is impatient. And honestly Jared is too, but it's like he really needs to feel Jensen like this. It's like he has to make up on two weeks without that amazing body underneath him, without seeing Jensen eyes roll into his head when Jared takes the head of Jensen's cock in his mouth.

"Not so fast, Jen. Just let me?" he says when he pulls away from Jensen’s cock. It's a plea. He's asking permission.

"Yeah, yeah okay," Jensen mumbles and Jared lowers his head once again and starts licking Jensen's cock.

He licks slow and then fast. Drives Jensen crazy. Licks long stripes from the base to the crown and uses his hand to jerk Jensen off. He cups Jensen's balls. Slowly massages them and then lick them too. He's making Jensen mumble incoherent words that have no real meaning. Jared then goes back to licking Jensen cock and now he's taking him deeper. Deep as he can. He hollows his cheeks and swirls his tongue around the head and sucks.

"Ja-Jared, oh fuck, gonna c-" Jared stops then. He's not ready for it to end now. No. He has more planned. He says so to Jensen.

"No. Not yet baby. Still have a lot more for you," he says and waits for Jensen to come down. Then he continues talking. "Do you know what else I'm about to do baby?" he asks.

"N-no," Jensen answers and Jared can hear just how turned on Jensen really is.

"First," he says and lowers himself so he can whisper it against Jensen's lips. "First, I'm gonna lick you open. Push my tongue inside that tight little ass of yours and lick all over there. Then I'm gonna use my hands. You love my hands don't you Jen? My long fingers… You love it when I push my fingers in to you. Right?" he asks as if Jensen can really object.

"Oh fuck yeah. Yeah, want your fingers in me," Jensen moans.

"Good, that's good. Then baby, you'll be all ready for me and I'm gonna fuck you. God, I'm gonna make you feel so fucking good. Make you fucking tear the house down with the screaming of my name when you come." Jared goes lower and lower until his mouth is leveled with Jensen's groin. "Roll over," he says, Jensen complies and does so.

"Ready baby?" Jared asks but doesn’t really wait for an answer before his tongue is licking Jensen's hole.

"Fuck," Jensen grunts. Jared smiles to himself. He loves the fact the he is the only one who gets to do this to Jensen. Who can make Jensen feel this good.

He only teases at first. Doesn't pushes in. Just licks around the hole. Then bites softly and licks again. Making Jensen swear and whimper.

"Fucking stop teasing, Jay. Fuck… Just- Oh fuck." Jensen stops when Jared's tongue finally pushes in. Jared does it agonizingly slow so Jensen can feel everything. Then he pushes in and out quickly. Licking and kissing and pushing in and out, in and out until Jensen almost screams for Jared's fingers inside him.

"Okay, yeah," Jared says and then he reaches for the drawer besides the bed and pulls out the KY. He slicks his fingers as quickly as he can and then he pushes one in.

"Yeah, oh fuck yeah. Come on, Jared. Faster. More, I want more," Jensen mumbles. Jared pushes it deeper and out and then back in only this time with a second finger. He scissors the digits and circling Jensen's hole.

"S'that good? Yeah? You like my fingers up your ass? Stretching your tight hole? Tell me how's it feels. Tell me," Jared says and he can hear Jensen trying to make his voice work.

"Y-yeah. Feels so good. I love it. Fuck-fucking love it when you're fingering me like this." Jensen's voice is low and so sexy Jared thinks that he could have come just from hearing it. "B-but I... Oh fuck- I need more," Jensen begs.

And that almost causes Jared come. God, he loves it when Jensen gets so greedy about him. He likes to know that Jensen needs him the same way.

"Oh fuck, I'll give you more, baby," he says and then pushes a third finger in. But it's not slow this time. Jared can't take it slow anymore. He wants Jensen open and ready for him as soon as possible. So, he pushes in hard, deep. And then he crooks his fingers just right and hits that spot inside of Jensen that makes him make all those amazing noises that makes Jared wants to never stop listening.

He pushes in and out a couple of times until Jensen is squirming and pleading.

"Please. J-just, please?" And Jared can't stand it. He pulls his fingers out and Jensen grunts at the loss. And then once again he reaches for the drawer and he's about to pull out a condom when Jensen talks. "No, wanna feel you. You and nothing in between us."

"Oh fuck yeah," Jared moans and then lubes his cock and orders Jensen to turn over on his back.

The look on Jensen face is mesmerizing. He looks totally and completely fucked out. He's sweating and biting his lip in anticipation.

"Ready for me?" he asks. This time he does wait for Jensen's answer and when Jensen nods he smiles, pushes Jensen's legs apart and bends to kiss Jensen just as he pushes in.

"FUCK!" Jensen almost screams. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." Jensen closes his eyes and throws his head back.

"No, open your eyes, Jen, look at me," Jared says. He stops moving and lets Jensen adjust for a few seconds until Jensen does as he asks and opens his eyes to look at Jared.

"I missed this," Jared says. Jensen looks at him for a few seconds and the pulls him down for a strong hard kiss. That's when Jared starts moving. He pulls almost all the way out and then thrust in. Hard and fast. Long and deep as he can get.

"Fuck yeah, please, harder. God, Jay, fucking love this. Fuck. Love it when you fuck me like this," Jensen groans as they pull away for air. Jared bites on his neck. Almost too hard. Almost too painful but just right. Just enough for Jensen to gasps from the pleasure. Just right.

"Fuck, you make me crazy. You make me insane," Jared says and then angles his hips just right so he can hit that spot again.

Now Jensen does scream.

"You are mine. God, feels so good to know that your mine," Jared says as he bends down to bite Jensen one more time. "Fuck- tell me you’re mine. Jen, tell me you’re mine."

"I'm yours-Fuck- Only yours."

That's when Jared comes. Shooting so hard he's a bit dizzy for a second or two. He can see Jensen jerks himself off a couple of times and comes seconds after.

It's later when they lie in bed, tangled in each other that Jensen whispers it again.

"I'm yours."


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